Saturday, December 3, 2011

The big picture... or lack thereof

So I'm so happy that I started blogging again and I want to make it a habit... and I have 6 more blogs to write before I write as many as I did in 2010. :|

So I was definitely in a difficult place when I wrote my last major blog (love the verses from Isaiah, but not counting those). I'm still in pretty much the same place.

That being said, I've seen God come through in some small yet amazing ways, enough to show me that He's still there. I got my third recommendation letter in the nick of time, and I got all of my assignments done with more time to rest and relax than I thought I would have. I also got an A- on an urban studies and planning paper that I wrote the night before it was due. Meaning all night, finishing around 7:30 AM.

There's still so much more that I don't understand, so much more that bothers me, so much that I'm stressed about and worried about. I'm just praying for strength and trust at this point... and that God would make clear what His plans are for me so that I can see the big picture.

P.S. And being told that "I write well" by two professors, one of them being a literature professor and the Revelle College Provost.

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